March 2010
one thing...
…that I am proud of myself for is that I have learned to forgive and forget…alot. And thats a big thing for me, considering and I am almost one of the most stubborn person on this place we call Earth. FORGIVE and FORGET. It might be a cliche but it’s what I have learned to live by if I ever want to accept people into my life. With that said….I love you sister…sorry...
U make me smile w/out trying. I hate u. Stop making my heart beat fast & skip a beat when i see ur name. But it is my fault….this time.
4:33 am
yah….I’m awake….I think it was that 4 hour nap I took in the middle of the day…oh well…gotta get that A in Psychology….byyeee off to study! mooree….
p.s. ^^ the search is over…I found him…^
hell to the freakin yah.
I feel good right now. I reunited with and old best friend…the line at the end of the pool. Oh how I love that line at the end of the pool. SFSU Swimming Pool I just wanted to say that I enjoyed all 2 hours of you for my tuesday afternoon. See you again tomorrow. :D! can’t wait!
3 more days till I am back in Sangerrrrrr. Can’t. Freakin. Wait. Food galore…everyone is on...
you. (******edited 3/15/10.)
only you make me feel happy in the worst of days. only you make me feel sad in my best of days. only you I can hurt and feel bad about it. only you can hurt me with out the intentions of doing so. only you can make me feel like I can love again. only you make me feel like I can never love again. only you I can think about. only you I don’t want to think about. only you I love. only you I...
the weekend...
I said I would stay in my apartment and do nothing and not have fun. End up being a great weekend!
Friday: Went to class from 10-11am. Worked out. Caught up on Grey’s Anatomy. Caught up on my movies; Valentines Day, Leap Year, and Crazies (half of it), and Bolt (half of it). Then fell asleep happy.
Saturday: Woke up. Went to the San Francisco Mission to take pictures of it for my little...
I'd like to thank Akshar....
for showing me Rebelution :) I already downloaded one of their albums (http://www.mp3boo.com/browse/rebelution) It’s amazing…how come I never listened to them before??? I mean I’m a little in love right now… It’s oh so peaceful/calming! It’s inspiring words that come from the HEART and SOUL! It’s amazing… I’m in total awe of them right...
tayswift
listening to taylor swift! probably isn’t the best idea….so many memories tracing back to a year ago. especially “You’re Not Sorry”…. But Taylor Swift knows whats up! :D <3 her music ohh so much! i can sing her songs out loud all day and night if i had too!:)
today...
so basically today…i just don’t feel good. i wish i could sleep forever and ever. staying in my dreams… i’ve felt like this all week…i haven’t done any homework all week either (haven’t had any but i should be catching up on assignments). school is just not on my mind right now which is so bad… love is on my mind. you ever get that feeling where you...
I felt like a chef.
so…. I’ve been feeling really sick. Mentally and Physically. So today i finally got out of bed and made me dinner. I defrosted my salmon put it on the George Foreman grill with some lemon. Then defrosted my ravioli from my freezer. Sauteed some mushrooms just with some butter, then mixed in some Tahoe Joe’s marinara sauce and warmed it up. Then I put some red potatoes in boiling...
JACOB!!!!
omg, omg, omg, omg. Jacob called me right now :D :(…i miss him so much!!!! i can wait till he comes visit me!!!!!! ahhhhh it’s gonna be greattt! it was like a 5 minute convo…but so worth it! <3 <3 <3!!!! hope he stays safe………
OneRepublic
listing to one republic’s new album….again….and i love it….again!
~the song “all this time” is really getting to me. it’s a feeling that i wish i could feel. i say i don’t love anyone. but i do. he knows it too…can’t believe it’s been a year? can you? i really really really can’t. really can’t. hurts to think about it....
hmm...
to much on my mind….I need sleep. I’m getting sick. This weekend was crazy…the good kind of crazy. does anyone even read these? oh well…yah I miss family. and friends. but my SF friends keep me occupied…i love them! life long friends right there….I feel like I failed on sunday. damn. I should do hw. Nap, Homework, Swim, then Sleep. thats what going on today. I...
“Communication. It’s the first thing we really learn in life. Funny thing...”
– - Grey’s Antaomy
Keep Breathing - Ingrid Michaelson →
mmeeeeeee:)
LAYER 1: ON THE OUTSIDE. -Name: Amber -Birth Date: November 5th 1991 -Current Location: my bed -Hair Color: light brown -Righty/Lefty: Righty LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE. -Your fear: losing loved ones -Your dream of the perfect date: beach picnic -Goal you’d like to achieve: be happier :)
LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW. -Your thoughts first waking up: Ouch. -Your best physical feature: My...
“You’re only given so many moments. Sometimes you just gotta take em’”
– -Grey’s Anatomy
